y sobre los acuarios quería decir que
las botellas son acuarios de infecciones
y los humanos son acuarios de afecciones
domingo, 10 de enero de 2016
acuario
y sobre los acuarios quería decir que
las botellas son acuarios de infecciones
y los humanos son acuarios de afecciones
crazy thoughts
you know? I have these crazy thoughts
and one of them was to let you know
that I have them or been having them
for a couple years or decades
I've been dealing with them
thinking them, watching them
and having them as they have me
and you know? it's kind of funny
cause only the thought of letting one go out
causes a swarm of crazy thoughts to fly above my head
and start making nests of what you would say or I would say
are crazy thoughts... and one of them was to let you know, you know?
that I've been having these crazy, uncontrollable, compulsive, obsessive, anxious, depressed, impulsive, maniac thoughts that only I should know about
because the thought of transfierring them to someone who doesn't know how to treat them right sends shivers down my spine, cause they're hard to handle, you know? and you know that if you asked I could open the Pandora's box but, what good would it make to the world?
I constantly talk about these crazy thoughts but never reveal any of them because even the thought of someone thinking them besides me is something that terrrifies me so much that I'd rather think the crazy thoughts and let them drive me crazy than to let them do the same to someone else,
'cause, you know, if I'm writing this and talking about these thoughts while I'm having them I think (and this is really a crazy thought) that I came to know how to handle them alone: when they come to me I just play dead since the dead can't be crazy or sane, you know? but it ain't funny to be a non-living thing and not having feelings so I get the crazy thought that I should let the crazy thoughts drive me for a little bit, since they're so much more intense and deep than the regular thoughts could be, and you know, since they're seductive and autodestructive and sedative and hypnotic they keep themselves as a secret only letting me introduce them in a general way to the general public even though they hide behind the words that classify them as crazy thoughts instead of hard thoughts to think or any euphemism that you want, but they're still there and I still have them and I write because I don't want them to have me
I say to myself that if they can hide behind words I can do the same
and God knows I do it, you know?
and one of them was to let you know
that I have them or been having them
for a couple years or decades
I've been dealing with them
thinking them, watching them
and having them as they have me
and you know? it's kind of funny
cause only the thought of letting one go out
causes a swarm of crazy thoughts to fly above my head
and start making nests of what you would say or I would say
are crazy thoughts... and one of them was to let you know, you know?
that I've been having these crazy, uncontrollable, compulsive, obsessive, anxious, depressed, impulsive, maniac thoughts that only I should know about
because the thought of transfierring them to someone who doesn't know how to treat them right sends shivers down my spine, cause they're hard to handle, you know? and you know that if you asked I could open the Pandora's box but, what good would it make to the world?
I constantly talk about these crazy thoughts but never reveal any of them because even the thought of someone thinking them besides me is something that terrrifies me so much that I'd rather think the crazy thoughts and let them drive me crazy than to let them do the same to someone else,
'cause, you know, if I'm writing this and talking about these thoughts while I'm having them I think (and this is really a crazy thought) that I came to know how to handle them alone: when they come to me I just play dead since the dead can't be crazy or sane, you know? but it ain't funny to be a non-living thing and not having feelings so I get the crazy thought that I should let the crazy thoughts drive me for a little bit, since they're so much more intense and deep than the regular thoughts could be, and you know, since they're seductive and autodestructive and sedative and hypnotic they keep themselves as a secret only letting me introduce them in a general way to the general public even though they hide behind the words that classify them as crazy thoughts instead of hard thoughts to think or any euphemism that you want, but they're still there and I still have them and I write because I don't want them to have me
I say to myself that if they can hide behind words I can do the same
and God knows I do it, you know?
martes, 6 de octubre de 2015
temporada de fantasmas
hay almas que son en esencia
proclives a la desaparición:
son cosas temporales
son cosas limitadas
sin embargo
entre estas mismas almas
hay algunas que se aferran
con fuerza
a los cuerpos en descomposición
a tal punto de moverlos
generando un fenómeno
parecido
a la vida
temporada de fantasmas:
cuídate de las almas
que acarician tus pies
y viajan en tu espalda
temporada de fantasmas:
escuchar al otro hablar
es permitir
que un poco de su alma
se pegue a la tuya
hay almas que son en esencia
proclives a la desaparición
puesto que no les importa fusionarse
con su huésped
al punto
de hacer imposible
una separación
cuídate
de las palabras
parasitarias,
de la dependencia
fantasma
es un alma
que queda pegada
entre los
cuatro mundos existentes:
agresividad inversamente proporcional
a la frecuencia con que aparecen
hay almas proclives a la desaparición
y no deben ser encontradas
bajo ninguna circunstancia
miércoles, 30 de septiembre de 2015
A N X I E T A S
en mi mente
hay alguien
que grita
todos los días
a veces intenta
salir
y pedir ayuda
pero lo asfixio
antes de que llegue
a la superficie
domingo, 19 de julio de 2015
inflexión
la desviación de una sola vertebra podría provocar
que el trayecto óseo perdiera su norte
¿el cuerpo transformado en una brújula
transformada en un reloj
transformada en un reloj
que al llegar a cierta hora va a dejar de funcionar?
tal vez no debiera pensarse como instrumento
¡tal vez no todo debe tener función?
y el cerebro bien podría ser
el órgano parásito del cuerpo
que grita que el arte por el arte
por el arte por el arte por el arte
hasta asfixiarte
por el arte
una trayectoria que se curva continuamente
se va a encontrar en cierto punto
consigo misma
inflexión y destrucción:
inevitable
que la trayectoria
del universo
no sea curva
inevitable
no encontrarte
a ti mismo
en el
espiral
viernes, 19 de junio de 2015
se puede escribir desde el amor
o desde el dolor
no es mucha la diferencia
pero desde la indiferencia
de uno
ante todo
nada nace
nada se hace
uno elevado
a cero
se puede escribir desde el amor
hacia las circunstancias
o desde el dolor coronado
más tarde por la muerte
pero de la indiferencia
salen solo frases
insípidas
como la gran masa de vidrio
que se interpone entre la realidad
y su boca incolora
vacía de esperanza
llena de indulgencia
que bien podría no existir
y no sería mucha la diferencia
no es mucha la diferencia
pero desde la indiferencia
de uno
ante todo
nada nace
nada se hace
uno elevado
a cero
se puede escribir desde el amor
hacia las circunstancias
o desde el dolor coronado
más tarde por la muerte
pero de la indiferencia
salen solo frases
insípidas
como la gran masa de vidrio
que se interpone entre la realidad
y su boca incolora
vacía de esperanza
llena de indulgencia
que bien podría no existir
y no sería mucha la diferencia
teología de la decepción y la nueva esperanza
verse enfrentado al universo
omnipotente
inmudable
incurable
y pensar aún así que puedo ser contrincante
pues tengo
aunque en vaso de barro
un tesoro
una parte
que remite al todo
del que venimos y al que vamos
omnipotente
inmudable
incurable
y pensar aún así que puedo ser contrincante
pues tengo
aunque en vaso de barro
un tesoro
una parte
que remite al todo
del que venimos y al que vamos
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Marco Puccini |
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